This is a bit of a journal-like and a reflective blog, based on my state of mind since the year started till now.
Life can be a lot sometimes. I’m learning to be okay with how it can flow in many different directions even when i’m not in control. Since the start of the year, life has been very testing a lot of moments that I did not expect nor plan. But I am still grateful nonetheless. To be honest I’ve not been inspired or motivated lately to do anything despite the amount of goals I have set for myself. It has been a few months of forcing an energy that is somewhat non-existent, the year so far has been a drag but inspite of that I am still hopeful things will turn around.
I’m sharing this to basically say that sometimes downtimes and hard times happen in life. You can’t have the good without the bad, the beautiful without the ugly, and the sun without the rain. I also have hope and belief in the fact that there are reasons behind why things flow as they do in life, even in times that we don’t understand. How to deal with these times? Personally I don’t have all the answers. I just feel you have to go with it and take things day by day and hold on to a little bit of faith. Get away from all the noise and all things that distract you so that you can focus on yourself. For me that was social media. Keeping up with posts on instagram and trying to drive traffic to my blog or put across messages, no longer fulfilled me. And mentally i’ve not been in the best frame of mind to write as much as i used to. I still don’t intend on stopping as writing is my passion but sometimes the time and energy for it is not always present or the urgency to put out something. Bottom line is, I will find my rhythm again.